I didn’t realise it was so long since my last post! I just haven’t been in the mood to write lately, even though I’ve had lots of ideas swirling around my head.
Leading on from my last post, we got up at 3am to see the supermoon lunar eclipse – it was a beauty! We managed to spot some constellations we’d never seen in real life before too – Taurus (D’s favourite), the Seven Sisters and the square of Pegasus! We managed to stay in the garden for 20 minutes before we all decided to go back to bed. I tried not to think too much about where we would all be the next time there’s a supermoon blood moon in 20 years – that sort of thing gives me the heebie-jeebies. 😀
As I mentioned last time, D is coming out of her telly phase, and is often looking for activities. I’m at a bit of a loss with her to tell the truth, her interest in space is waning and we haven’t yet found an interest to fill the gap. D is quite hard to strew for since she doesn’t readily try new things so there’s been quite a bit of boredom lately! However, this morning she came up with an idea to make a large golden key (inspired by The Secret Garden and an atmospheric puzzle app we have called ‘The Room’). She has plans to make a keyhole with a matching symbol next!
Lately, D has also become interested in competitive games – they were always avoided before because of her fear of losing – I’m impressed by how well she can now play Connect 4, all learnt from observing me and M play I think. She’s also learnt a lot of Super Mario skills from watching M play. She loves to watch and learn: I think it feels nice and safe to her.
I’ve focused on M a lot over the past 2 years of home edding: working through her anxieties and helping her to blossom. I think I can safely say M is ‘there’ – or at least, she’s in a place where I feel satisfied she’s open to learning and new experiences, her anxieties are low and she has excellent social skills. Further down the line, I think (and the paediatrician thought) some cognitive behavioural therapy could help her with some strategies to deal with her anxieties, but she’s not ready for that yet.
So now I’m looking more closely at D (sorry, but I’m finding it increasingly difficult to multi-task as I approach 40 – one issue at a time!!). I recognise a few Asperger traits in there, but nothing as debilitating as M’s. I don’t feel she needs a diagnosis, partly because I’m pretty sure she is borderline and partly because she is generally more robust and able to express herself better than M: meaning that it’s easier for me to iron out anxieties and issues rather than fumbling around in the dark as I do with M. I won’t go into the ins and outs of D’s issues now, I’m sure I’ll cover it in future posts. Suffice to say, I feel as if D has changed quite a bit over the last few months and my focus will now be on calming her anxieties and expanding her horizons.
Now a few snippets on what we’ve been up to:
D has been playing on Room (an iPad app) and we’ve just downloaded Room 2. She has some totally out there ideas about how to solve the puzzles and I’m learning to shut-up and let her get on with it as she’s generally right. She’s also been playing on her favourite maths app, Teach Your Monster to Read and the Arithmasticks have been out again. She also made a rocket, a Christmas bauble, baked cookies and played on Minecraft. This weekend we had a lovebombing day, although I got the feeling we were just biding our time until M returned from Brownies! We did lots of sewing together for her bunny’s outfit, as designed by D.
M has been for a day out with the Brownies (she chose not to spend the weekend there), and loved all the activities. I had to make a mermaid outfit for the mythical creatures theme – it tested all my abilities since I haven’t made anything for about 10 years! I could have done a much better job had I had time and patience but M was very pleased with it.
M has been trying to finish off old projects, like the Fimo set she got last year. She also made her first Christmas decoration and has started learning to touch-type again. She has mainly been occupied with Super Mario on her Nintendo DS – she has completed 6 of the 8 worlds now and has shown perseverance way beyond my level – I would have thrown the machine through a window by now! It has also meant that she has begun looking up the ‘walkthroughs’ on YouTube on her own! She’s never dared to do that before.
We’ve given up on Minecraft school. Freedom to quit and all that. The subject matter wasn’t enthralling M and the stuff we had to learn to pass a quiz was exceedingly dry. As it happens, the course creators sent out an email to say they’d had complaints that the course was too hard so perhaps that was another reason why we weren’t feeling drawn to it. One week, there was a cartoon about the space race which showed JFK sitting at a desk with a picture of Marilyn Monroe on it… cue half an hour lost while we looked up videos featuring her! Anyway, M loved the idea of a Minecraft school so I’ll keep an eye out for future courses.
They’ve both been having fun with friends too. We had a glorious afternoon at the common, we were there for over 4 hours in the end and only left because the sun was beginning to set!
We also had a great time at our Curious Minds group. This week, the kids played with boxes and made dens out of them. In the end, D made a ‘kind monster’ out of hers and we brought it home – she has been decorating it every day since!